All Play No Love

Just when you start thinking,  life's Awesome... BANG! It says Not Yet!

Its been a fairly exhaustive and fun in parts month.

Exhaustive only work wise. :P

Yes, Its been a month since I blogged. All of last month went in coming to terms with some facts which shook me up. I’m still trying to understand somethings that is going above my head ( literal translation of ‘ sir ke upar se jaa raha hai ). Hoping for things to ease out.

I know February is the month of love. But, my life certainly is devoid of that particular form of love ( from a recipients point of view ). So, when everybody was talking about valentines day and how their beau ( grr!) surprised them with unexpected gifts, I was practising the art of ignorance.

The first chunk of the month went in practising ignorance and planning for a surprise.

Putting together things for a surprise is like getting dressed for a party. After everything is set you realise, this was nothing close to what you imagined it to be. And you cant do much about it, because its time already. All you can do is put a cute smile on your face and say surprise. Of course the mushy mushy lines included. And then the person is all floored and flattered. End of the story. ( Read: the first para again. )

What matters is if the person has got the feeling right. If no, HARD LUCK! But then, miracles happen they say. So, wait. Somebody ( might be the same person ;) ) , someday might sweep you off your feet as well. And there's nothing wrong in expecting a little kindness and care from people. Its what you ought to get. Now, to all those who say expectation kills. Its not expectation that kills, its how much and what you expect that kills. Somethings are requirements for sustainability of any relationship, terming them as expectations is cowardness.    

The good part of the month was the off site trip to vizag. It was fun in true, unadulterated definition. And my team was declared the winner in the activities conducted. Ah! felt awesome. ( Yes, I live life in all these small victories). It was a grand farewell, INDEED.

The games played in the train, running between 3 compartments, talking all through the night, checking into Novotel and being in awe with the sea view from the room, winning activities/ games with as much enthusiasm as a school kid, fighting for points, dancing like crazy, singing like professionals in karaoke and living each moment.

Now, that's exactly how an extended weekend and paid holiday should be like.

The month was actually good. It did help me in understand somethings and of course complicate some stuffs as well. But, over all it made me smile ( the cute one).

Realisation: 1.5 months down...15 days to go. :)

Count down Begins.!